love where you can find it
you can find love every where you go it doesn't matter what it is just so long you have love. then you are feeling okay.
my angel
I don't know what I would do with out you.
Yo have always have been a big part of my life I don't know where I did find you but you are my angel.
You make me feel like I am in love and alive I never had that feeling.
You have a speciel piece in my heart because you have showed me that love exist.
I don't know what I would do if I havent found you.
It feels like that you are my soul mate but I don't know really my mind can be fooled easy.
I want to be with you forever if it holding so long.
I will be by your side even if we have many miles between us I wont let you down!
You have a strange way to be a guy those I have meet they arent like you thats good.
I want to see you again because you are like a beautiful angel for me.
I want to see you smile I want to see you sleep I know that you are beautiful.
Even if you say that you are ugly it's my thought that counts the moste beacuse I find you so beautiful more then all the other guys.
You have a special way to be you always say that I am perfect well no one can be perfect if you say that I am perfect then it means that I am the "right" one for you.
I can't get you of my mind it feels like I am in love with you but I don't know I am so confused.
love is hard to find sometimes
I can't beilive that you are lika an angel.
You can make me smile when I am down and feel bad.
You are like my angel that I have waited for.
You are the only one that can make me smile often.
It feels like I am in love with you.
I hope that we can last until I have quit school.
You are like the other side of me.
You are like a star in the sky and it haves your name on it.
I want to be with you forever you are like a cute kitty cat but you are cuter.
I hope that you still like me when we are gona meet for the first time.
You have the cutest smile I ever seen I hope I get to see it in real life.
I like when you are like my secret garden there I can be happier.
I hope that I ain't gona do a bad impression on you....
You make me want to be with you forever and ever.
You have the power to keep me from mistakes I thank you for that<3
I feel like that you are a part of me.
I have made a big mistake to leave you....
I regretit so much I hope that you want to give me another chance
You can make me smile when I am down and feel bad.
You are like my angel that I have waited for.
You are the only one that can make me smile often.
It feels like I am in love with you.
I hope that we can last until I have quit school.
You are like the other side of me.
You are like a star in the sky and it haves your name on it.
I want to be with you forever you are like a cute kitty cat but you are cuter.
I hope that you still like me when we are gona meet for the first time.
You have the cutest smile I ever seen I hope I get to see it in real life.
I like when you are like my secret garden there I can be happier.
I hope that I ain't gona do a bad impression on you....
You make me want to be with you forever and ever.
You have the power to keep me from mistakes I thank you for that<3
I feel like that you are a part of me.
I have made a big mistake to leave you....
I regretit so much I hope that you want to give me another chance
hard road
I know that I can't hate you.
I know what I read from you.
I what I want and all I want is you...
I can't see without you all I can see is hate and torture....
Why can't I get rid of this feeling...
It's to painfull for me to handel...
I don't know why I say it this way...
I don't know why I am stille here...
No one can see me as I am not even you....
I am just like a gosth that no one can see...
Why can't I be in a coffin or not born insted of living my fuckt up life...
All that all of you want from me is nothing....
I can't see me myself bright again it's to hard...
I never gona be that person that you meet over a year ago...
I can't be that person again...
Not after that we have left each other it's feels like hell to me....
I wish that I have been some where else then here....
I can't see my life as it used to be...
I can only see that dark side taking over me piece by piece taking away the love maker machine from me....
I had my one wish and it make true but I want that wish back but I know that I not gona have it back....
I just hope that you are happy as you are with out me.
All that I want is to have you happy that is all that counts for me..
I don't care if I am feel good or bad just if you are happy and bright that keeps my little fire alive it dies when you are sad...
I know that I am like hell to be together with I don't know why I am trying to get in a realtionship....
I know I had my chanse I don't know where I am going now...
It's not some where safe...
I just can't stop thinking of you...
You heald me and keept me warm and bright all the time but now I geting a piece of shit...
I getting lonley and cold for all the time is going to...
I don't where I am going I just trying to go some where bright but I can't find it....
I trying to see bright on things but it's getting to hard for me....
Why can't you see I am dying inside? You who loved me and still do should have seen that for a long time ago....
I don't know where I will go... Maybe.... Maybe my place is to be still in the darkness without any one who care's for me....
I think that the darkside is starting to win this time...
I don't know how strong I am any longer....
I just feel that I getting one with the darkness there no one can see me or hear me...
I am giving up on all the good things I don't believe that I gonna find my "prince" I had my one lucky chance but it's to late to say it I know....
I remember when the time where so sweet but I had my one andonly chance to get it to work but I gave it up and I don't feel like to believe in love any more I hade my one chance now it's feels so wrong....
I know what I read from you.
I what I want and all I want is you...
I can't see without you all I can see is hate and torture....
Why can't I get rid of this feeling...
It's to painfull for me to handel...
I don't know why I say it this way...
I don't know why I am stille here...
No one can see me as I am not even you....
I am just like a gosth that no one can see...
Why can't I be in a coffin or not born insted of living my fuckt up life...
All that all of you want from me is nothing....
I can't see me myself bright again it's to hard...
I never gona be that person that you meet over a year ago...
I can't be that person again...
Not after that we have left each other it's feels like hell to me....
I wish that I have been some where else then here....
I can't see my life as it used to be...
I can only see that dark side taking over me piece by piece taking away the love maker machine from me....
I had my one wish and it make true but I want that wish back but I know that I not gona have it back....
I just hope that you are happy as you are with out me.
All that I want is to have you happy that is all that counts for me..
I don't care if I am feel good or bad just if you are happy and bright that keeps my little fire alive it dies when you are sad...
I know that I am like hell to be together with I don't know why I am trying to get in a realtionship....
I know I had my chanse I don't know where I am going now...
It's not some where safe...
I just can't stop thinking of you...
You heald me and keept me warm and bright all the time but now I geting a piece of shit...
I getting lonley and cold for all the time is going to...
I don't where I am going I just trying to go some where bright but I can't find it....
I trying to see bright on things but it's getting to hard for me....
Why can't you see I am dying inside? You who loved me and still do should have seen that for a long time ago....
I don't know where I will go... Maybe.... Maybe my place is to be still in the darkness without any one who care's for me....
I think that the darkside is starting to win this time...
I don't know how strong I am any longer....
I just feel that I getting one with the darkness there no one can see me or hear me...
I am giving up on all the good things I don't believe that I gonna find my "prince" I had my one lucky chance but it's to late to say it I know....
I remember when the time where so sweet but I had my one andonly chance to get it to work but I gave it up and I don't feel like to believe in love any more I hade my one chance now it's feels so wrong....
painfull but true
the bats are the kings of the night together with the wolves....
on the day is the humanity who suffers bay the light....
why do seek problems when we alredy got one?
why keep up the "good" job that eveyone is talking about...
nothing can be same...
why can't everyone see that ife is moste of the time hard and no one thinks that they gona live by themselfs nothing can change that part of the misery to life...
you get a job and a famliy how are you gona suport you self and your family without money...
why are this so pain full to live...
i have tried many times to happy but i loose all the time...
i don't why i am doing this i can't see the light...
no one knows how i feel the think so much...
every one is saying bla..bla..bla.. bullshit that what it is well i don't care about them they are just one other loser...
the dark face is coming up and i can't see who it is..
no one can seek problems the problems comes to you and it maybe are destroying you...
what are i am doing here no is seeking me if i am gone...
what are i am seeking nothing can make me see what i can be...
no one want's me...
i can see that in the look of those eye's....
i know i am ugly and what you are saying about me...
why can't i be more beautiful i'm not an angel moste of a devil then an angel moste of you thinks that..
you lame who are trying to make me feel bad but the tracks are geting deeper and deeper inside me soon i wont be a happy person any more all of you can't make me whole agian no one can...
i am not that strong any more...
i am soon giving up....
i gona go in to the dark there no one's see's me...
they can just see my red glowing eye's and my scary voice and my dark hand grabing them to set them on fire but no one can see that coming...
why keep fighting when you can give up and make another person happy to see getin rid of your life...
some thing in my body is saying i am soon gona explode by my deprison but i don't know when...
never mess with this devil i can hurt you more then you think i don't like it.....
on the day is the humanity who suffers bay the light....
why do seek problems when we alredy got one?
why keep up the "good" job that eveyone is talking about...
nothing can be same...
why can't everyone see that ife is moste of the time hard and no one thinks that they gona live by themselfs nothing can change that part of the misery to life...
you get a job and a famliy how are you gona suport you self and your family without money...
why are this so pain full to live...
i have tried many times to happy but i loose all the time...
i don't why i am doing this i can't see the light...
no one knows how i feel the think so much...
every one is saying bla..bla..bla.. bullshit that what it is well i don't care about them they are just one other loser...
the dark face is coming up and i can't see who it is..
no one can seek problems the problems comes to you and it maybe are destroying you...
what are i am doing here no is seeking me if i am gone...
what are i am seeking nothing can make me see what i can be...
no one want's me...
i can see that in the look of those eye's....
i know i am ugly and what you are saying about me...
why can't i be more beautiful i'm not an angel moste of a devil then an angel moste of you thinks that..
you lame who are trying to make me feel bad but the tracks are geting deeper and deeper inside me soon i wont be a happy person any more all of you can't make me whole agian no one can...
i am not that strong any more...
i am soon giving up....
i gona go in to the dark there no one's see's me...
they can just see my red glowing eye's and my scary voice and my dark hand grabing them to set them on fire but no one can see that coming...
why keep fighting when you can give up and make another person happy to see getin rid of your life...
some thing in my body is saying i am soon gona explode by my deprison but i don't know when...
never mess with this devil i can hurt you more then you think i don't like it.....
hurts so much...
i know that everyone is hating me...
i don't know why i am still here....
my life is going in the wrong way it have done it for 15 years now...
what have i done to feel this fucking wrong felling!!
no one is listening to me!!
who does make everyone hating me..
i haven't done anything to deserve it!!
i can't hold realtionship why would i have one again...
it's always wrong with me...
why?! why do i feel this lonley felling!!
why can't no one make me feel better?!
everyone is making me feel worse...
who are i'm fooling?
i know that no one want to be in a realtionship with me...
all they do is play with my fellings....
i don't know how long i can take it any more...
why can't i have a normall life....
everybody makes me so i look like fool....
why would you like me...
no one does i have been all alone in my life...
why would you want to be my boyfriend...
no one is understanding me not even you... i see it so strong...
you are trying to help me thanks for your trying....
trying is all over now no one have been a big part of my life like you...
why would i care if some one dies....
death is apart of the fucking life but my life is like hell no one knows hows that fells...
they think that they can mess up my life even more but soon i gona push that button....
so it all explodes and no one would miss me...
everyone is hating me for nothing i have done...
even you is hating me i can see that in your eyes...
i don't know how long i have been this sad...
it fells like 100 years but i haven't live in 100 years i only live in 15....
why?! why can't all of you leave me alone!!!!
why.. why... why... why do you this to me... why can't you do it to some one else!!
i can't soon stand on my one legs....
this felling is taking over my body...
why would you carry me... no one want's....
why would you even like me...
behind these blue eye's it's so much sadness that no one see's...
why can't i feel better.... i hate to be this sad...
it fels like some thing is missing...
fucking shit
Well my life is fuckt up I don't know what do..
No one's care's for me and I know that my life is fuckt up don't say any thing or i gona fucking kill you...
Nothing in life can be fare all can be just like shit...
Why would someone care if I didn't exist everybody would be happy that I don't would live...
What have I done to deserv this shit?
Nothing for me is right everything is a fucking mes...
Everyone is trying to make me like one of those and I don't want to be like them...
I want to be myself but no fucking person can realse that I can't take it any more...
I geting angryer and angryer for ech passing day...
Why can't you leave me alone? That is just one fucking question that I want a fucking answer on!!!
I hate to be like the other people why can't you fucking people understand that I wnat to be myself...
I have my own fucking life and I do it fine...
:(
den har dagen har inte vart den bästa utan den har vart den sämsta på länge... önskar att jag kunde göra nått som kunde göra mig gladare några som har ett förlsag på vad jag kan göra som akn göra mig gladare?
men jag får kanppt göra nått ändå o det suger kuk:(
jag orkar inte med att må dåligt varje dag typ någon som har ett försag på vad som kan hjälpa?
annars jämfört med att den här dagen har vart kass så har den vart bra på ett sätt:/
jag har fått prata med min allra bästa kompis(Y) vilket som var as najs.
någon som har ett tips på en bra film som man kan ladda ner? jag har as tråkigt och vet inte vad jag ska göra:/
men jag får kanppt göra nått ändå o det suger kuk:(
jag orkar inte med att må dåligt varje dag typ någon som har ett försag på vad som kan hjälpa?
annars jämfört med att den här dagen har vart kass så har den vart bra på ett sätt:/
jag har fått prata med min allra bästa kompis(Y) vilket som var as najs.
någon som har ett tips på en bra film som man kan ladda ner? jag har as tråkigt och vet inte vad jag ska göra:/
dåliga dagar
jag har inte orkat vara social på min blogg på länge:(
jag har inte mått bra på den senaste tiden och tänker inte förklara varför heller...
<--- han är den ända som kan få mig glad för det mesta...
jag har inte mått bra på den senaste tiden och tänker inte förklara varför heller...
<--- han är den ända som kan få mig glad för det mesta...:O
förlåt bloggen om jag inte har lagt upp nått på ett tag:( men jag har inte tänkt på att jag har en blogg:O
All day!
All day I think of you so much.
All day I feel like there is something missing and it is you.
All day I have been buried in my mind.
All day you've been at my side.
All day fells like shit sometimes but I can take it from all people.
All day I think I would die or some thing else but everything is hard for me to see.....
All day I think of how I would be if I get away from all this shit....
All day I can see how you fells for me.
All day I can see my ugly face all around the whole world.....
All day I feel like a black rose that every one hates so much......
All day I feel like there is something missing and it is you.
All day I have been buried in my mind.
All day you've been at my side.
All day fells like shit sometimes but I can take it from all people.
All day I think I would die or some thing else but everything is hard for me to see.....
All day I think of how I would be if I get away from all this shit....
All day I can see how you fells for me.
All day I can see my ugly face all around the whole world.....
All day I feel like a black rose that every one hates so much......
mina dikter
My dreams tell me that I will always love you. I will sacrefice my life for you.
I want to feel your warm body next to me. Because you are a more special person than all they others.
I have a special part in my heart there you have been all the time.
You are my miracle that have been by my side for so long.
I saw the moste beautiful boy in the whole world in my heart.
Everytime in my dream I want to be with you.
My heart have search for someone like you.
You are the one I wanted for a long time.
You are that boy that I can spen my life with.
I think at you day by nigth.
I want to be with all the time.
I have the moste wonderful boy in the whole world please stay with me.
I have the best dream it's you and me//the dark star.......
en av mina dikter:)
Jag försker att inte gråta av att sakna dig så mkt som jag gör.
Allt jag tänker på om dagarna är dig och att du är hos mig för alltid.
Du är den enda för allt jag har hos dig kommer för alltid att va det.
Allt jag vill ha är dig.
Du är musiken som håller mig uppe.
Du är en stjärna i himlen som jag tittar på varje natt.
Du är den som kan göra mig på bra humör igen.
Du är den enda för mig.
Jag skulle offra mitt liv för dig för att visa hur mkt jag älskar dig.
Jag vill inte att du ska gå för om du går så skulle jag inte va lika levande som jag är just nu.
Om du var här så skulle jaglåta dig va med mig så mkt du vill.
Du är den enda som jag har älskart så här mkt.
Mitt hjärta tillhör bara en person och det är dig.
Allt jag tänker satt sa på är dig du är den mest underbaraste killen men kan önska sig.
Om jag inte hade träffat dig så skulle jag inte ha vart så här kär som jag är just nu.
Du är den som jag älskar mest i hela vida världen.
Jag skulle ha pratat med dig dag o natt om jag fick.
Jag skulle aldrig lämna dig även om det var jordens undergång jag skulle stannat kvar hos dig vad som än händer.
Du betyder jätte mkt för mih jag skulle åka till dig när som helst om jag fick chansen.
Du är den som håller mig ifrån o falla.
Allt jag skulle begära av dig är ingenting jag har redan den som jag vill ha mest av allt.
Ibland blir jag jätte orolig av att du inte har hört av dig.
Jag skulle göra vad som helst för att göra så att du trivs.
Jag skulle kyssa dig när du kysser mig.
O jag skulle ge dig något så skulle det vara något som kommer från mitt hjärta och något underbart.
Du har alltid gjort mig så glad när jag är lite ledsen och när jag är glad så blir jag lycklig att jag fann dig.
Jag vill va tillsammans med dig vad som än händer.
Du är en ros som är röd och fyller upp den mörka o kalla bakgrund.
Du är en ängel som gud har sant till mig.
Du är en solstråle som tränger fram mellan dom regniga molnen.
Du är den ljuva melodin av allt tillsammans.
Du är som en ljuvlig sommar dag fåglar sjunger blommer slår ut och allt känns så skönt denna dag.
Du har en humor som ingen annan har.
Du är så annorlunda söt allt kan ju inte va perfekt men just nu känns det som det jag kommer för alltid att älska dig vad som än händer med oss.
Sjunde himlen skulle jag vilja va med dig för alltid.
Du är mitt hjärta och min själ.
Du är den som håller mig vid liv.
Jag har aldrig älskat någon så här mkt än dig.
Denna text kommer från mitt hjärta<3
The stars are so beutiful tonight.
But i'm just destorying the whole night.
Because this night is for lovers instead of me.
I have no life with out you.....
I just want you here with me.
Can you understand how much i love you?
You are my whole life.
I NEED you more than ever now!
What would you do if i died?
We where holding hands day by day and i felt i was loved by some one....
I was a butterfly before but now the beutiful butterfly has been killed!........
I don't know this feeling it's so deprasing....
Sorry but i miss you so much.....
Please help me with this!!!
tre av mina dikter:)
I want to feel your warm body next to me. Because you are a more special person than all they others.
I have a special part in my heart there you have been all the time.
You are my miracle that have been by my side for so long.
I saw the moste beautiful boy in the whole world in my heart.
Everytime in my dream I want to be with you.
My heart have search for someone like you.
You are the one I wanted for a long time.
You are that boy that I can spen my life with.
I think at you day by nigth.
I want to be with all the time.
I have the moste wonderful boy in the whole world please stay with me.
I have the best dream it's you and me//the dark star.......
en av mina dikter:)
Jag försker att inte gråta av att sakna dig så mkt som jag gör.
Allt jag tänker på om dagarna är dig och att du är hos mig för alltid.
Du är den enda för allt jag har hos dig kommer för alltid att va det.
Allt jag vill ha är dig.
Du är musiken som håller mig uppe.
Du är en stjärna i himlen som jag tittar på varje natt.
Du är den som kan göra mig på bra humör igen.
Du är den enda för mig.
Jag skulle offra mitt liv för dig för att visa hur mkt jag älskar dig.
Jag vill inte att du ska gå för om du går så skulle jag inte va lika levande som jag är just nu.
Om du var här så skulle jaglåta dig va med mig så mkt du vill.
Du är den enda som jag har älskart så här mkt.
Mitt hjärta tillhör bara en person och det är dig.
Allt jag tänker satt sa på är dig du är den mest underbaraste killen men kan önska sig.
Om jag inte hade träffat dig så skulle jag inte ha vart så här kär som jag är just nu.
Du är den som jag älskar mest i hela vida världen.
Jag skulle ha pratat med dig dag o natt om jag fick.
Jag skulle aldrig lämna dig även om det var jordens undergång jag skulle stannat kvar hos dig vad som än händer.
Du betyder jätte mkt för mih jag skulle åka till dig när som helst om jag fick chansen.
Du är den som håller mig ifrån o falla.
Allt jag skulle begära av dig är ingenting jag har redan den som jag vill ha mest av allt.
Ibland blir jag jätte orolig av att du inte har hört av dig.
Jag skulle göra vad som helst för att göra så att du trivs.
Jag skulle kyssa dig när du kysser mig.
O jag skulle ge dig något så skulle det vara något som kommer från mitt hjärta och något underbart.
Du har alltid gjort mig så glad när jag är lite ledsen och när jag är glad så blir jag lycklig att jag fann dig.
Jag vill va tillsammans med dig vad som än händer.
Du är en ros som är röd och fyller upp den mörka o kalla bakgrund.
Du är en ängel som gud har sant till mig.
Du är en solstråle som tränger fram mellan dom regniga molnen.
Du är den ljuva melodin av allt tillsammans.
Du är som en ljuvlig sommar dag fåglar sjunger blommer slår ut och allt känns så skönt denna dag.
Du har en humor som ingen annan har.
Du är så annorlunda söt allt kan ju inte va perfekt men just nu känns det som det jag kommer för alltid att älska dig vad som än händer med oss.
Sjunde himlen skulle jag vilja va med dig för alltid.
Du är mitt hjärta och min själ.
Du är den som håller mig vid liv.
Jag har aldrig älskat någon så här mkt än dig.
Denna text kommer från mitt hjärta<3
The stars are so beutiful tonight.But i'm just destorying the whole night.
Because this night is for lovers instead of me.
I have no life with out you.....
I just want you here with me.
Can you understand how much i love you?
You are my whole life.
I NEED you more than ever now!
What would you do if i died?
We where holding hands day by day and i felt i was loved by some one....
I was a butterfly before but now the beutiful butterfly has been killed!........
I don't know this feeling it's so deprasing....
Sorry but i miss you so much.....
Please help me with this!!!
tre av mina dikter:)
