cissi

i know that everyone is hating me...
i don't know why i am still here....
my life is going in the wrong way it have done it for 15 years now...
what have i done to feel this fucking wrong felling!!

no one is listening to me!!
who does make everyone hating me..
i haven't done anything to deserve it!!
i can't hold realtionship why would i have one again...

it's always wrong with me...
why?! why do i feel this lonley felling!!
why can't no one make me feel better?!
everyone is making me feel worse...

who are i'm fooling?
i know that no one want to be in a realtionship with me...
all they do is play with my fellings....
i don't know how long i can take it any more...

why can't i have a normall life....
everybody makes me so i look like fool....
why would you like me...
no one does i have been all alone in my life...

why would you want to be my boyfriend...
no one is understanding me not even you... i see it so strong...
you are trying to help me thanks for your trying....
trying is all over now no one have been a big part of my life like you...

why would i care if some one dies....
death is apart of the fucking life but my life is like hell no one knows hows that fells...
they think that they can mess up my life even more but soon i gona push that button....
so it all explodes and no one would miss me...

everyone is hating me for nothing i have done...
even you is hating me i can see that in your eyes...
i don't know how long i have been this sad...
it fells like 100 years but i haven't live in 100 years i only live in 15....

why?! why can't all of you leave me alone!!!!
why.. why... why... why do you this to me... why can't you do it to some one else!!
i can't soon stand on my one legs....
this felling is taking over my body...

why would you carry me... no one want's....
why would you even like me...
behind these blue eye's it's so much sadness that no one see's...
why can't i feel better.... i hate to be this sad...

it fels like some thing is missing...