painfull but true
the bats are the kings of the night together with the wolves....
on the day is the humanity who suffers bay the light....
why do seek problems when we alredy got one?
why keep up the "good" job that eveyone is talking about...
nothing can be same...
why can't everyone see that ife is moste of the time hard and no one thinks that they gona live by themselfs nothing can change that part of the misery to life...
you get a job and a famliy how are you gona suport you self and your family without money...
why are this so pain full to live...
i have tried many times to happy but i loose all the time...
i don't why i am doing this i can't see the light...
no one knows how i feel the think so much...
every one is saying bla..bla..bla.. bullshit that what it is well i don't care about them they are just one other loser...
the dark face is coming up and i can't see who it is..
no one can seek problems the problems comes to you and it maybe are destroying you...
what are i am doing here no is seeking me if i am gone...
what are i am seeking nothing can make me see what i can be...
no one want's me...
i can see that in the look of those eye's....
i know i am ugly and what you are saying about me...
why can't i be more beautiful i'm not an angel moste of a devil then an angel moste of you thinks that..
you lame who are trying to make me feel bad but the tracks are geting deeper and deeper inside me soon i wont be a happy person any more all of you can't make me whole agian no one can...
i am not that strong any more...
i am soon giving up....
i gona go in to the dark there no one's see's me...
they can just see my red glowing eye's and my scary voice and my dark hand grabing them to set them on fire but no one can see that coming...
why keep fighting when you can give up and make another person happy to see getin rid of your life...
some thing in my body is saying i am soon gona explode by my deprison but i don't know when...
never mess with this devil i can hurt you more then you think i don't like it.....
on the day is the humanity who suffers bay the light....
why do seek problems when we alredy got one?
why keep up the "good" job that eveyone is talking about...
nothing can be same...
why can't everyone see that ife is moste of the time hard and no one thinks that they gona live by themselfs nothing can change that part of the misery to life...
you get a job and a famliy how are you gona suport you self and your family without money...
why are this so pain full to live...
i have tried many times to happy but i loose all the time...
i don't why i am doing this i can't see the light...
no one knows how i feel the think so much...
every one is saying bla..bla..bla.. bullshit that what it is well i don't care about them they are just one other loser...
the dark face is coming up and i can't see who it is..
no one can seek problems the problems comes to you and it maybe are destroying you...
what are i am doing here no is seeking me if i am gone...
what are i am seeking nothing can make me see what i can be...
no one want's me...
i can see that in the look of those eye's....
i know i am ugly and what you are saying about me...
why can't i be more beautiful i'm not an angel moste of a devil then an angel moste of you thinks that..
you lame who are trying to make me feel bad but the tracks are geting deeper and deeper inside me soon i wont be a happy person any more all of you can't make me whole agian no one can...
i am not that strong any more...
i am soon giving up....
i gona go in to the dark there no one's see's me...
they can just see my red glowing eye's and my scary voice and my dark hand grabing them to set them on fire but no one can see that coming...
why keep fighting when you can give up and make another person happy to see getin rid of your life...
some thing in my body is saying i am soon gona explode by my deprison but i don't know when...
never mess with this devil i can hurt you more then you think i don't like it.....
hurts so much...
i know that everyone is hating me...
i don't know why i am still here....
my life is going in the wrong way it have done it for 15 years now...
what have i done to feel this fucking wrong felling!!
no one is listening to me!!
who does make everyone hating me..
i haven't done anything to deserve it!!
i can't hold realtionship why would i have one again...
it's always wrong with me...
why?! why do i feel this lonley felling!!
why can't no one make me feel better?!
everyone is making me feel worse...
who are i'm fooling?
i know that no one want to be in a realtionship with me...
all they do is play with my fellings....
i don't know how long i can take it any more...
why can't i have a normall life....
everybody makes me so i look like fool....
why would you like me...
no one does i have been all alone in my life...
why would you want to be my boyfriend...
no one is understanding me not even you... i see it so strong...
you are trying to help me thanks for your trying....
trying is all over now no one have been a big part of my life like you...
why would i care if some one dies....
death is apart of the fucking life but my life is like hell no one knows hows that fells...
they think that they can mess up my life even more but soon i gona push that button....
so it all explodes and no one would miss me...
everyone is hating me for nothing i have done...
even you is hating me i can see that in your eyes...
i don't know how long i have been this sad...
it fells like 100 years but i haven't live in 100 years i only live in 15....
why?! why can't all of you leave me alone!!!!
why.. why... why... why do you this to me... why can't you do it to some one else!!
i can't soon stand on my one legs....
this felling is taking over my body...
why would you carry me... no one want's....
why would you even like me...
behind these blue eye's it's so much sadness that no one see's...
why can't i feel better.... i hate to be this sad...
it fels like some thing is missing...
